Personal Log Ensign Bell-Krasner

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If I’ve been told once, I have been told 1000 times. Never ever question the Captain’s decisions no matter who you are, what rank you hold or how close you are with his daughter. I have spent my life trying to follow that rule however this mission we are on gives me cause to question it and perhaps to question the Captain. It has only been a few weeks since we have launched and we have already gotten into a conflict and now we have a potential threat from the Romulan’s who apparently care more about their own interests then the Treaty they signed with us. I am afraid that we will soon have massive casualties and I cannot stand idly by while the Captain continues to put the ship at risk. One Starfleet vessel no matter how well armed is no match against 2 or 3 Romulan Warbirds. I know that being serving on a Starfleet ship and commanding one for that matter means taking serious risks. One cannot go their whole career trying to avoid a battle or a ship wide problem or something of that nature. It comes with the territory. However in this case there is no reason why we have to taking this risk alone. We should be calling for assistance, reinforcements something. The Captain has put me in charge of the bridge 6 times already and although I am happy that he has that much trust in me I am dismayed that during 2 of those times we were attacked. My mother thinks he is crazy. Confounding all of this are my frequent headaches and my nightmares. I don’t know what they mean or why they are so intense but I am hoping a trip to sickbay will help otherwise I will be in no position to man my post let alone the bridge. I have a duty as a Starfleet officer and as a member of this crew to voice my objections to the continuance of this mission without the aid of any other Starfleet ship or ally. I do not want to have to take matters into my own hands and call for help myself but it may very well come to that and if that ends my Starfleet career so be it. Just so long as the crew isn’t put into needless danger

 

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