"Reckless Meditation"

[Tovan 0]

Lt. Cmdr. Tovan

Assistant Engineer

Log Entry

SD: 50411.07

 

 

 

 

Things aren't going well. Tovan first thought then quickly disregarded his random thoughtness. He continued on walking through the artificial forest on the equally artificial planet.

 

He walked by an oak tree then a pine then a redwood, each one distinguishly different and with many other constrasts with eachother but one thing they were still in common, they weren't real.

 

Tovan continued thinking and walking, due to his mental exhaustion his walking was placed on auto-pilot, his mind was at mercy of its legs. He was going whereever he wanted to go and got up to walk in the first place. Things aren't going well. He thought again and tried to disgard it.

 

Things were going well? We found out the truth about this artificial world, we found out through the bonds that this world isn't real. We can't find Roget. Crew's nerves are under heavy pressure. And we can't find a way out. Things were going well. He concluded.

 

His walk took him through the forest and towards a beach, he pumped along the sandy shores until he was walking in yet another tropical setting. Here the trees look tropical, smelled tropical, grew tropical but they were tropical nor real. Tovan shook his head at the scene and continued along towards a colder setting. It wasn't as cold as he thought it would be.

 

He felt nothing as of this moment, it seems that his bonds with his crewmates have been blocked or lost, it was there during meditation then lost. It seemed to him that many of the crew's possessions were lost when they appeared on this world. Hopefully they haven't lost their coolness and wits.

 

He turned a corner and came across familiar settings of several cliff faces, people and the two factories that appeared out of no where a few weeks ago and his rock. He had looked every where, Roget was no where to be found. She had "disappeared". He thought this and connected it to the twitch he felt during the bond, he could not describe it, was the artificial world rejecting Roget? Tovan hoped that Sovak would have a better understanding of such a jolt of unease.

 

He looked around again, now his suspicion confirmed ... this isn't real.