Fighting Fate

[Keb 0]

Helm’s Personal Log, Stardate 51502.07:

 

Erich had to go to sick bay for a checkup and said they wouldn't let me stay with him, so I'm stuck here and can't even focus on work. We've been together so much in the last four days that we're hardly saying a kind word to each other anymore, or even thinking one. We had a silent lunch together and every time I met his eyes, he looked away. When he left for sick bay, I thought I’d give him a kiss goodbye, but he pulled away before our lips could meet and ran out of the room as if sick bay were Risa.

 

I know we’re sick of each other’s presence. Yet, if this keeps fate from catching him, I have to stay with him, at least for two more days. And...if it doesn't...if the video feed does come to pass...how could I bear to have missed a single moment with my soulmate? I almost lost him once before, when he was shot on Titan. I can’t lose him now. Maybe everyone thinks I'm crazy, but I think I'd be crazy to risk losing him. Even if he is driving me crazy.