Khiensa's Data Recording 09122013

[m_k_tksa 0]

Who counsels the Kheinsa when they need guidance?

 

I never felt the solitude of my profession as profoundly as I have felt it here. Of the few I would confide in, the io closest to me is lost. And the rest are sectors away. This leaves me with few outlets. The most palatable are electronic musings to help me process the changes in personal circumstances that have lately developed.

 

t’Ksa has chosen to postpone for the foreseeable future any further plans of commitment until she is certain she can handle both the vulnerability and trust needed to pursue the bond. While it wounds me personally, I can na say I am completely unhappy with this decision. What I find when I apply my professional knowledge to the situation is that when she discussed it with me, it seemed to be a very well thought out choice that demonstrated maturity on her part. And I believe the break will also benefit myself as the past few weeks I have found it difficult to separate my professional and personal feelings when interacting with her, especially during her episodic outbursts.

 

She hurts and I want to fix it for her. But I can na when my heart and mind are in conflict on what should be done. So we shall take a momentary pause for recovery, then reevaluate.

 

My, that sounds clinical doesn’t it?

 

In the meantime, to occupy my time and to perform the duties I assumed were needed with tr’Valtrix assigned me to this mission, I shall begin the crews psychological profiles for Galae dossier. Apparently there has na been a comprehensive shipwide examination since Kheinsa ch’Parr was assigned to this ship so long ago. I am na sure if this gross oversight was intentional or na, considering the current leadership. The time has come to rectify that situation.

 

Besides, I’m a bored Kheinsa. What better task for me to complete than to mess with others minds?

[EvietMahren 0]

"...his brain is a bag of cats; you could smell crazy on him..."

 

I'm not sure exactly why this quote popped into my head when considering the Talon crew. Really, I'm not...