A Time For Reflection,A Time To Move On

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A Time For Reflection,A Time To Move On

 

Personal Log: Angelis,John,A,1st.lt.,CAG,U.S.S.Reaent NCC-3345-G

 

Last night was the second time in two weeks my wife and I have actually had to enjoy a bit of down time together since we arrived at the Star Base and reparations on the ship had began. I have been going over reports and interrogatories I have personally made into the incident both one of my pilots Lt.Nansk had claimed occurred.

 

I had finally been able to get close enough to Schawnsee last night to get her own fresh version of what she and others had apparently experienced...including her own visual account,not verbally mind you but by her own mind...that could not have been placed there by any other means along with the cascade of memories as she began to weep on my shoulder as I drew her closer on the couch in our quarters.

 

We briefly discussed possibilities and where those possibilities may have originated and by whom more importantly. This would not be the first time we have been the pawns on a mission from the fleet that was dubious at best. I cannot possibly understand why we,or the other Reaent would have been so callously thrown into the possible jaws of destruction.

 

The concerns of my wife as well as mine for the Captain are not alone as is demonstrated by many of the crew. The fact that there is in place support groups for those needing help dealing with this as well substantiates my suspicions a real temporal event transpired and that stinks to heaven of the rumored temporal division of the fleet and agents.

 

I know in my heart and my mind certain horrid events have transpired and in a small way a genuine miracle has as well...including the miraculous revival from my death as was relayed to me by Schawnsee...my little one,her breathing had finally slowed a bit as she had drank the tea prepared for her,after she had relayed her concerns,questions..and finally her knowledge I am whom appear to be she simply changed and joined me drawing close she drifted off to sleep.

 

I am still awaiting a report from Mr.Nansk on the matter he experienced...in full. I do understand the horrible visions he must be experiencing and going through the extreme emotional stress as well. I know as well something happened and have been reflecting on the recent past...I do desire and will be questioning my superiors for an answer as I do deserve one...not only me but one of my best pilots going through what must be a personal hell. I know as well there is coming a time to be thankful for our blessings and a time to move on. Computer: End log...and encrypt...Beep...!