For whom the bell tolls...::phone rings::

[Ki'rok 0]

Ki'rok kneeled in the dimly lit quarters. He had followed orders and returned to his quarters in an attempt to get cleaned up. It was taking a bit longer, however, to clean up his mind. The drugs from the doctor had not posed a problewm during the the mission.. However, they had caused a problem afterwards..in that Ki'rok was actually having emotions and attempting to deal with them...and failing miserably.

 

It was traumatic enough to experience every day emotions when one was not used to dealing with them...but witnessing that barbaric event...dreadful..indescribable. And to have the Captain taken away at the last moment...the pressure was unimaginable. He had somehow managed to maintain on the planets surface..but back aboard..after literally holding the Admirals intestines in his hands trying to put them back in her abdomen...it was sensory overload.

 

The others in the holodeck were probably surprised by Ki'roks outburst and threats toward the Chancellor..and took them for acting the part. The only problem was..he was not acting...the Chancellor had denied her life and literally killed her..and had he assaulted the body again..replica or not...Ki'rok shuddered to think about what he might have done to him..destroying any chance at attaining the vaccine. But he had somehow overcome...an amazing feat...even if no one understood..or cared..he knew.

 

Ki'rok swayed slightly to and fro...attempting to gain insight and strength from what he had witnessed. He just hoped it was worth it in the long run...he didnt want to see another crewman die..especially his CO. There had been enough bloodshed..thids whole situation was completely illogical..he at least had enough of his old self to know that much, for sure...