trius peers

Trius had just gotten off duty in engineering setting a few things up for Garnoopy in his office. The fact is that, he couldn't completely separate himself from the other hosts, troubled him . That's what pushed him to take Eva up on her offer , maybe she could help. He entered the Turbo lift and called for Sickbay. Trius felt disoriented as he stepped out of the turbo lift . He shook the feeling off before entering Sickbay. He headed to the nurses station where the friendly Nurse Bellamy was sitting. .Trius asked for Doctor Eva Jaz . The Nurse instantaneously asked in a worried " I hope you're feeling alright dear" Being a little too overwhelmed to pick up on things like voice inflection and crushing nurses he simply answered . " Oh, I'm alright ...She simply asked me to meet here when her duty shift was over". With that said , Trius took a seat in the waiting room , completely oblivious to the nurses whispering and puzzled looks. He closed his eyes , watching once again a new episode of one of Peers past host's life. There was just so many of them . Eva took a last sip of her coffee , thinking for the millionth time that she should really switch to decaf , before recycling the empty cup . She slid the PADD containing her shift report under Mele's door before exiting. Nurse Bellamy , caught up with her before she could leave . " Doctor..." she said on a tone Eva couldn't figure. " you have ... someone waiting for you." Eva looked at her puzzled " I do?" The young nurse cleared her throat " Yes, Ens. Peers. " Her eyes narrowed slightly " He said you asked him to meet you here after your shift" Eva put her hand on the nurse elbow , before letting out a chuckle . " Oh ! Ens. Peers...Don't worry Anastasia , it's not what you think . " The nurse began to stutter some kind of excuses but Dr. Jaz cut her right away . " Don't even deny it " she said grinning " I've seen the way you looked at him yesterday. and for the record , I don't date Trills " She smiled before adding " not in this lifetime anyways, too much baggage . " She patted Nurse Bellamy's arm before wishing her goodnight and making her way to Trius. "Ensign?" She called , trying to snap him out of his introspection. She watched him slowly open his eyes with a look that she clearly remembered seeing in her own eyes not too long ago . Eva motioned the young Trill towards the door . " The mess hall will be a better place to talk , I'd offer my quarters but then again you -do- have to work with my err a wee bit jealous other half in the morning ." She grinned at the thought, while exiting sickbay with Trius in tow. Trius and Eva arrived in Ten Forward, after a short and silent trip on the turbo lift. He offered Eva some coffee. She smiled sheepishly “ I really shouldn’t but I’m addicted” Trius walked over to the replicator and headed back to their table , holding 2 freshly replicated cups of java . He took a seat across from the doctor and started talking. Eva listened without a word as he talked about the previous hosts and how their experiences had him confused. Eva nodded periodically , her mind racing through her own post-joining experiences. Trius took a sip of coffee before saying “ I have a hard time not worrying about family and friends that aren't mine” Eva nodded once again understanding perfectly what the young trill was going through . The merging of her previous hosts personalities almost drove her mad , and she had been prepared for it . She focused her attention back on what Peers was saying “ .. also I remember seeing Commander Richardson, the last host, he was hit by an exploding conduit.” He paused and closed his eyes before continuing in a lower voice “ and I remember the last few seconds of him dying” . A couple of other hosts died violently as well , shuttle accidents…. “ Trius looked Eva straight in the eyes before confessing “ I feel fear every time I see the memories” Eva felt the urge to comfort him and tell him everything would be fine , but she knew it wouldn’t , not for a while anyways . She opened her mouth to talk, searching for the right words. “ The joining process is a traumatic one for any host psyche…” Eva pursed her lips, “ And I’ll guess that , if you weren’t joined already at your age , you either had no interest in joining or where not chosen to do so . The joining committee prepares you as much as it can to understand and deal with the changes associated with the symbiosis . You didn’t get that chance .” Trius waited quietly for her to go on . “ Your life will never be as it once was , your entire personality has been altered “ Eva took a sip of her lukewarm coffee , still searching for the right choice of word. “ “The key is to accept the symbiont past experiences. To incorporate it’s personality; the sum of what Peers has acquired over the last centuries with your own essence .” The young engineer was still observing her taking in her explanation . Eva continued “ the most important thing, and perhaps the most difficult is to not loose Trius . You are no longer only Trius but you are not only Peers either . It has to be a balanced relationship between host and symbiont. Don’t fear the memories of past lives. I know sometimes they are hard to overlook , but you need to try to see what they can bring you as an individual. We are not really different from other species. Each man is the sum of his experiences of his trials and errors. “ Eva smiled warmly “ We are only the sum of lifetimes worth of them.” Her smile morphed into a grin as she added in a lower tone “ it kinda makes us a little wiser , but they don’t like to be reminded too often” She watched a faint smile paint itself onto the trill’s features . “On a positive note, you are responding very well physically to the joining . Your isoboramine levels are right up where they should be . You’re body is accepting the symbiont.” Eva was now speaking on a professional tone of voice. “ I would be in my right as you’re treating physician to declare you unfit for duty…” She raised her hand , seeing the alarmed look on Trius’s face. “ but, I won’t . I believe that your engineering duties will help keep you grounded and ease the transition from unjoined to joined trill. “ She raised her hand again before he could say anything . “ But, I’m prescribing –mandatory- visits to the counselor’s office , and you will need to check in periodically with me as well, so I can continue to monitor that the neurotransmitter’s levels are still within acceptable range at all times. “ Eva got up from her seat , “ Meditation can also help ease your mind , you might want to replicate yourself one of those Vulcan contraptions to help focus. Never helped me , but it might help you” she said smiling. Picking her cup up from the table she looked Trius in the eyes “ I might understand what you’re going through Ensign , but don’t doubt for a second that the Counselor or myself will relieve you of duty if your mental state becomes a liability to the ship . “ She patted him on the shoulder on her way to replicator to recycle her cup. “ Hang in there Trius “ was Eva’s last word before leaving the mess hall where Peers was still sitting taking in everything she had told him .

Full: name Trius Peers Rank: Ensign Current post: Assistant Engineer USS Manticore NCC 5852- A species: Joined Trill Gender: Male Age : 21 Height : 6'4 weight 190 lbs Eye color: green Hair color: Blond Skin color: White Place Of Birth Trill =/\=Family members =/\= Mother : Unknown Father: Trius the first. Star Fleet Commander USS Intrepid second officer =/\=Education=/\= Trius Took 3 months Medical courses at Star Fleet medical. another 3 for Specail ops , took another 2 for Engineering courses. l =/\=Service Record Trius Peers=/\= Graduated Star Fleet Academy 50902.02 USS Intrepid NCC 1750 (Black ops) Star Date 50902.09 *Transfer Classified* *Transfer request Granted USS Manticore* =/\=Personal history=/\= Trius grew up under the care of his parents for many years being taught about their planets history. He went to a school at the Star fleet Academy and was bright for his age very smart he got A pluses in all of his classes.Then later he went on to To become a member of the Black ops Organization .Trius was grateful for getting the chance . He was Very Good in Star Ship operations and was accepted into Red Squad Cadets at the Academy. =/\= Interests=/\= Trius likes to read detective stories, listen to music, and build ships in bottles. He enjoys camping, rock climbing, spending time with friends, and trying new things. =/\= Medical history=/\= Trius has been treated for several injuries from combat. He took on the Peers symbiont 3 days ago during a crisis involving another officer. He has not completely adapted, to the symbiont and requires a few more days of being monitored. He has had 2 broken bones in his leg and has been treated for cuts on his arms. Trius has one scar on his right arm from playing Parrises Squares and from when he fell off the ramp during, a Pro Tournament.